Happy 15th Monthiversary :)

Long distance relationship is not easy. It's like the shittiest thing ever. I miss my boyfriend. I miss everything about him and you know what I miss the most? I miss being in his arms. *sobs*

 

I can go on and on on how I hate LDR and how I miss my Ian to bits but the truth is, LDR is not that bad. I learned a lot. I learned to be more compromising-different time zone and all. Geez..i hate the time difference. When I'm awake his sleeping and vice versa. Now that I'm thinking about it its really annoying. -.-# But,no matter how annoying that is, we still managed to webcam everyday. Yay us :D

It might not look like it is but I'm trying to be a more stronger individual. Now that his a thousands miles away I can't expect him to be there when there's trouble. I gotta stand up for myself now and I'm grateful that I have such good friends to back me up. Thanks guys :) You know who you are and if you don't then..uh..never mind.

To my dearest hubby, Happy 15th Monthiversary :) It's been 3 months since you left for the States but I feel like its been ages. But I think we are doing pretty well with the whole LDR thing. I know we hit some bumpy roads along the way but its nothing that we can't handle and I am so looking forward to the day I can hug you and smell you again cause I am getting bored of hugging my pillow when I miss you. Plus,the pillow doesn't hug me back. I am sorry for all the arguments and the heartaches that I have caused and I am so sorry if I was ever selfish and asked too much from you. I sound so bad :( But baby, please know that...

 

 I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

HAPPY 15TH MONTHIVERSARY HUBBY :)

 

9 more months to go :D