Guilt

How can I be so clueless, so thoughtless and so reckless to the point that I only think of my needs and my cares and everyone else's opinions are shoved out the disposal chute. I know I know, I sound so selfish right now. A word that's frequently heard in my life. I need an attitude readjustment right now and maybe then I'll feel better about myself but my actions and what it's done to others will always be on my conscience and I hope that later on in my life, in anything I do, I'll finally make the right move.