Korean BBQ

So I have always wanted to try Korean barbecue so I got super excited when I finally did! Before I left for Ohio, Kristel, Mim, Francine and I went to Koreatown for Korean barbecue :D It's my first so pardon the over excitement and the jakun-ness lol.

So we ate this place called Shilla on 32nd street, it's this huge place with 3 floors and they have served Korean artists like Rain and Daniel Henney.

We ordered both beef and chicken, cause none of us fancied pork so much and prior to the meal, we had a lot of side dishes. There were salad, kimchi, raisins (I think), crab cakes, green vege ( cause I have no idea what the hell that is) and fried mackerel.

The meat was awesome. I have no idea what they put in the marinating sauce but it's so good. The beef once cooked was juicy and sweet. You can't help stuffing your mouth with them. The chicken was sweet and spicy. Omg Foodgasm in your mouth. It was heaven for me. They gave lettuce so you an wrap your meat in it and eat it but since we are all Asians we ate it with rice. There is also this sauce which you eat the meat with. It's this icky brown sauce, you might be grossed out by it at the beginning but it goes so well with the meat.

The overall total came up to 92 bucks including an 11 bucks tip. :O it was worth the price since we left with our tummy full and happy :)

I suck!

2 smart people in my life told me not to expect so much from people. I said I'll try but honestly, I secretly do. Even when all hope is loss. I keep thinking that if I was always there by their side, always the one to hand out a helping hand and always the one to be understanding even when what they did was fucking wrong, I still believe that they will surprise me by meeting my expectations or even come close in surpassing it. But they never do. And it freaking hurts my feelings when they dont cause I just wasted my time in putting my hopes up for something that's never gonna happen.

Therefore I'm writing this as a reminder to myself.

1.) Do something without expecting the same treatment back. That way it saves you from disappointment and heartache. And resentment.

2.) Always remember that sometimes people have the right to act like heartless dicks(grr). If they don't like you or trust you or just hate you, just ignore them cause you're a strong bitch.

3.) errr.. I'll start part 2 for this post if I have another reason lol.

Grr! Im super mad and agitated right now so pardon my French. I just hate that I'm so gullible and naive sometimes arghhhhh I suck!! (-_-)#

Fishsitting

Everyone went away for spring break and they will probably come back with lots to tell. Me? I only have one worthy thing to share and it's my Fishsitting story!

Taia, Francine and Tina couldn't bring their fishes home so I said I'll take care of them for the week and everything is going great so far. I think Tina's fish (the pink one) changed the most. From being a depressed, sad and suicidal (lol, i really think it was) fish it got more active and a lil bit aggressive. It used to sit at the bottom of the tank and only come up when it was feeding time but then it gradually got more happier..or agitated. haha, i can't tell if it's happy cause its meeting other fishes or its worried that I'm gonna put it in a fighting ring with another fish and see who makes it out alive lol. But, yea..lets be optimistic and say its the joy of meeting new fishies :D

Aite, toodles!

Pink- Tina's, Blue- Taia's, Red (bottom left) - Francine's

Spring is here!

The cold days are coming to an end! Goodbye big winter jackets and hello cardigans, flip flops and shorts. Time to wake up from your slumber :D

It's still a lil early to be excited about spring but goddamnit it's getting warmer now and I just wanna lie down on the grass without freezing my ass off. Teehee.

Anyway, have a great spring break everybody!

A picture at the pier on a warm day out

Woe is me

I lie all the time.
I lie to make people happy,
I lie to hide my real feelings,
I lie to see if anyone knows something is amiss,
I lie to see if anyone cares,
and I get away with it.

I rather see smiles than sympathetic looks.

Fish face

So I tried to make a Vlog hahahaha but fail. Managed to compile one or two videos together when I realize that it took too much of my time. So f*** that, I'm just gonna write a post.

What I think Poudoudou looks like up close :p

So anyway, what I wanted to say was my fish color is fading away!! :( Poudoudou used to be scarlet red all over but now his fish tail, especially the ends, are turning a greyish color. I wonder if its the water.. I changed the water once since I got him :/ I promise myself I'll change it every Wednesday so chill people I'm not abusing or neglecting it or anything. 

I feel like Poudoudou has a very aggressive personality. He might have anger issues cause he would swim so calmly one second, moving his fins gracefully like the freaking Queen of England and suddenly make fast, angry spins and movements the next. It's creeping me out cause I'm always alone in my room and I keep imagining "things". So out of the corner of my eyes, when he does those kind of moves, I feel panicky for a second cause it looks like someone is rushing towards me. Sometimes I get frustrated at him and tap his tank. Hee :p

Aite, gonna go do citation and talk to the boyfriend. Ciao :)