2 smart people in my life told me not to expect so much from people. I said I'll try but honestly, I secretly do. Even when all hope is loss. I keep thinking that if I was always there by their side, always the one to hand out a helping hand and always the one to be understanding even when what they did was fucking wrong, I still believe that they will surprise me by meeting my expectations or even come close in surpassing it. But they never do. And it freaking hurts my feelings when they dont cause I just wasted my time in putting my hopes up for something that's never gonna happen.
Therefore I'm writing this as a reminder to myself.
1.) Do something without expecting the same treatment back. That way it saves you from disappointment and heartache. And resentment.
2.) Always remember that sometimes people have the right to act like heartless dicks(grr). If they don't like you or trust you or just hate you, just ignore them cause you're a strong bitch.
3.) errr.. I'll start part 2 for this post if I have another reason lol.
Grr! Im super mad and agitated right now so pardon my French. I just hate that I'm so gullible and naive sometimes arghhhhh I suck!! (-_-)#
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