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Puzzles. My head is one huge box for all the scattered pieces of my thoughts. You know what you want: a finish puzzle. All the pieces fitting together nicely to display a picture or something like that. But the first step is always the hardest. Where do you start? You're lost in the midst of all the puzzle pieces that nothing makes sense to you. You try and you try but none of the pieces seem to fit with each other making you more frustrated. So you decided to leave them be for awhile. A day, two weeks, a month of not dealing with those puzzle pieces till one day you're fed up with them and keep them in the box where it came from. Tucking it away at the back of the book shelf because the sight of it reminds you of your failure to complete it. You then wonder why you bought it in the first place. So much hope in completing it but ended up wasting so much time just staring at the pieces trying to make sense of it all. You just have to accept the fact that you will never have the satisfaction of putting that one final piece in. That one piece that completes the puzzle to reveal the picture it holds. So there the box of puzzles will be, tucked way back of the book shelf collecting dust and spider webs, forgotten after time.

Disneyland and Universal Studio

It's been so long since the last post HAHA i'm such a bad blogger. I'm back in Hoboken for a month now and couldn't fit in any time to write in about my roadtrip till now!! I'm so excited cause I have a ton of pics to share from my trip so be warned : long post ahead (:

After Ohio, I went to Ann Arbor Michigan to participate in a cheer rehearsal for the upcoming Midwest Cheer Competition. A lot of Stevens people called me a traitor cause I left Stevens to join another school but heyyyy, a whole lot of other people did it too so don't get all high and mighty with me LOL. I just wanted   to spent 30 bucks on something that I actually enjoyed doing and I did (: UMICH cheer team won gold medal so congrats team! They really did went all out.

 UMich Cheer team in their yellow glory

Can you spot me? :p

Stopped by Chicago on the way to Illinois to pick up a damsel from the airport. I was super excited cause I always wanted to see, touch and just go woahh at the famous bean and finally I did!

The famous Bean ohmygahhh can you see my jakun-ness?

I was in the car and randomly said, "I wish there was a pier here" and Ikha told me there was one and dear God I wanted to die of happiness. Haha I might sound like such a jakun right now but you gotta believe me when I say I always wanted to go on a pier with a big, bright Ferris wheel on it with pink cotton candy in my hand lol. 

Wahh..such a sight to behold. I got my ferris wheel but sadly no cotton candy to stuff my mouth with. It really was nice, I wish we could have stayed longer at Chicago. It seemed like such a cool city to be in.We drove another 3 hours or so to get to Urbana-Champaign Illinois and met up with friends from home who are now scattered all around the States (: Everyone look so mature and adult-ish but still sama kepala. 

I did nothing much during Midwest. Basically just went around catching up with people and watch basketball/volleyball/football matches. Oh ya, I also scout for potential rival for volleyball, basketball and futsal. I'm so pumped up after I see girls playing in those sports. I'm so gonna make a team next year and beat their ass. I am a girl with a mission now lol

Anyway once business in Illinois was over, it was time for FLORIDA OMG BEACHDISNEYWORLDUNIVERSALNUDEBEACH *hyperventilate* Finally, like finally it was time for Florida. I waited all spring for this trip and just couldn't wait to relax and get tan lol

First thing we did when we got to Florida was...

The Gateway to Awesomeness

It was raining that day wtf mood killer! Ikha for one was excited for this trip. Even though it rain heavily and had to buy overprice ponchos from the store she kept the mood up with her bubbly-ness.

With Ian, Ikha and Zera in front of the castle :)

I think I was a teeny bit disappointed as it wasn't as magical as I thought it would be. Well, it would be magical if I was 5 but if your 20 you just feel as if everything fake. For example: 

Sleeping Beauty and her Prince Charming
But at least I can scratch off Disney World off my bucket list (: I enjoyed the afternoon parade and the Electrical Parade later that night tho, very entertaining.

Disney's Electrical Parade

There was also a light show, where the castle was use as a screen :O I can't explain it so just see this pic lol

Disney's 100 Anniversary Show

The next day we went to....

Universal had 2 parks, one was City Walk and the other is Adventureland where all the hardcore rides are at. We went to City Walk first and this was our first ride of the day! 

It's the scariest ride I have ever ridden in my life. I'm not gonna lie I teared up at that drop right after the 90 degree track. I got mad at Ian for making me do it but I'm also thankful that he did cause at least I got my money's worth lol Thank you baby! There were a lot of cool rides. I especially love the Mummy ride cause its so real. There's flames and spiders and whatnot. The track for the mummy included reverse, sudden lunge and acceleration and this all happen in dimly lit rooms and even in the dark. So much fun omg thinking about it makes me wanna ride it again.

They were also Krustyland 3D ride. You might not think it was fun cause its 3D but boy it was one hell of a ride. You're seated in a vehicle looking seat and it moves like crazy. The visual was so surreal it felt like you were a cartoon character in The Simpsons.

Universal also had a parade going on... 

Ok, now for some random pics weeeeeeeee: 

Omygah so many minionss!

Group shot!

The next day we went to Adventure land where all the hardcore rides were. It was truly a test for me to summon all my courage to go on most of the rides cause I was so freaking out so much I thought I was gonna die. 

The wizarding world of Harry Potter!

Hogwarts Express

Hogsmeade

The Owl Post 

Gotta have butterbeer when we're in Hogsmeade!

The Lost Continent

Ok lame I didn't take pictures of any of the rides -.- All the rides were so much fun, there wasn't any that I particularly hated. I hope you enjoyed this post! I warned you it was gonna be long :D

Ohio Columbus Part 1

This is by far the most adventurous thing I've ever done. I'll be going on a roadtrip starting from New York where I'll be stopping by Ohio, Michigan, Illinois and finally FLORIDA. Hell yeah, I can't wait for this plan to fall through. I'm super excited and totally ready to get my freak on. After what has happen these past few weeks- finals and such, I deserve a break before I start my summer classes in July.

I arrived in Ohio yesterday. The trip was...long. so long, freaking 13 hours long. Some people in the bus were so inconsiderate. They played their music out loud and talked as if the person next to them were deaf. If that wasn't bad enough the air conditioner stop working at one point. Gah, such an unpleasant trip. 

Anyhoooo..I'm so happy I'm finally here in Ohio! I miss Liyana so much. I don't care if we don't do anything at all, I just wanna hang out with her like how we used to. 

Fahtin roasted chicken last night and omg, best dish ever. She can just stop studying and become a chef XD I cooked vege cause that's the only thing I am confident in cooking lol. Nasib baik sedap, kalau tak hmmm.. I haven't cook for awhile now and it sucks cause I'm slowly becoming a noob cooker now.

Hopefully I have more pictures to put up soon. I've been eating since I came so the only pictures that I have that's worth showing is about food haha.

Toodles :)

Korean BBQ

So I have always wanted to try Korean barbecue so I got super excited when I finally did! Before I left for Ohio, Kristel, Mim, Francine and I went to Koreatown for Korean barbecue :D It's my first so pardon the over excitement and the jakun-ness lol.

So we ate this place called Shilla on 32nd street, it's this huge place with 3 floors and they have served Korean artists like Rain and Daniel Henney.

We ordered both beef and chicken, cause none of us fancied pork so much and prior to the meal, we had a lot of side dishes. There were salad, kimchi, raisins (I think), crab cakes, green vege ( cause I have no idea what the hell that is) and fried mackerel.

The meat was awesome. I have no idea what they put in the marinating sauce but it's so good. The beef once cooked was juicy and sweet. You can't help stuffing your mouth with them. The chicken was sweet and spicy. Omg Foodgasm in your mouth. It was heaven for me. They gave lettuce so you an wrap your meat in it and eat it but since we are all Asians we ate it with rice. There is also this sauce which you eat the meat with. It's this icky brown sauce, you might be grossed out by it at the beginning but it goes so well with the meat.

The overall total came up to 92 bucks including an 11 bucks tip. :O it was worth the price since we left with our tummy full and happy :)

I suck!

2 smart people in my life told me not to expect so much from people. I said I'll try but honestly, I secretly do. Even when all hope is loss. I keep thinking that if I was always there by their side, always the one to hand out a helping hand and always the one to be understanding even when what they did was fucking wrong, I still believe that they will surprise me by meeting my expectations or even come close in surpassing it. But they never do. And it freaking hurts my feelings when they dont cause I just wasted my time in putting my hopes up for something that's never gonna happen.

Therefore I'm writing this as a reminder to myself.

1.) Do something without expecting the same treatment back. That way it saves you from disappointment and heartache. And resentment.

2.) Always remember that sometimes people have the right to act like heartless dicks(grr). If they don't like you or trust you or just hate you, just ignore them cause you're a strong bitch.

3.) errr.. I'll start part 2 for this post if I have another reason lol.

Grr! Im super mad and agitated right now so pardon my French. I just hate that I'm so gullible and naive sometimes arghhhhh I suck!! (-_-)#

Fishsitting

Everyone went away for spring break and they will probably come back with lots to tell. Me? I only have one worthy thing to share and it's my Fishsitting story!

Taia, Francine and Tina couldn't bring their fishes home so I said I'll take care of them for the week and everything is going great so far. I think Tina's fish (the pink one) changed the most. From being a depressed, sad and suicidal (lol, i really think it was) fish it got more active and a lil bit aggressive. It used to sit at the bottom of the tank and only come up when it was feeding time but then it gradually got more happier..or agitated. haha, i can't tell if it's happy cause its meeting other fishes or its worried that I'm gonna put it in a fighting ring with another fish and see who makes it out alive lol. But, yea..lets be optimistic and say its the joy of meeting new fishies :D

Aite, toodles!

Pink- Tina's, Blue- Taia's, Red (bottom left) - Francine's

Spring is here!

The cold days are coming to an end! Goodbye big winter jackets and hello cardigans, flip flops and shorts. Time to wake up from your slumber :D

It's still a lil early to be excited about spring but goddamnit it's getting warmer now and I just wanna lie down on the grass without freezing my ass off. Teehee.

Anyway, have a great spring break everybody!

A picture at the pier on a warm day out

Woe is me

I lie all the time.
I lie to make people happy,
I lie to hide my real feelings,
I lie to see if anyone knows something is amiss,
I lie to see if anyone cares,
and I get away with it.

I rather see smiles than sympathetic looks.

Fish face

So I tried to make a Vlog hahahaha but fail. Managed to compile one or two videos together when I realize that it took too much of my time. So f*** that, I'm just gonna write a post.

What I think Poudoudou looks like up close :p

So anyway, what I wanted to say was my fish color is fading away!! :( Poudoudou used to be scarlet red all over but now his fish tail, especially the ends, are turning a greyish color. I wonder if its the water.. I changed the water once since I got him :/ I promise myself I'll change it every Wednesday so chill people I'm not abusing or neglecting it or anything. 

I feel like Poudoudou has a very aggressive personality. He might have anger issues cause he would swim so calmly one second, moving his fins gracefully like the freaking Queen of England and suddenly make fast, angry spins and movements the next. It's creeping me out cause I'm always alone in my room and I keep imagining "things". So out of the corner of my eyes, when he does those kind of moves, I feel panicky for a second cause it looks like someone is rushing towards me. Sometimes I get frustrated at him and tap his tank. Hee :p

Aite, gonna go do citation and talk to the boyfriend. Ciao :)

 

 

Poudoudou

I have a fish, his name is Poudoudou. I name all my favorite stuff that, it's such a funny name. I can't help but smile every time I call him out. I hope it won't die on me. I had a dream I accidentally electrocuted him and he burned to death. O.O I'm hoping that's not a sign of it leaving me soon cause I feel like his the friend that I cry to at night. 

 

He is officially my stress reliever. The things I hold up inside; what I really think, what I really feel and what I really wanna do, I tell him and I'll feel better. The best thing is Poudoudou DOESN'T JUDGE. Which is super duper awesome.

Bear with me fishy. I never wanted a pet fish and since I got you, I'll try to be a good owner. Don't go dying on me now!